tell me that i fidget cus it's true that i do
my temper is broken, it's fallen behind something and i can't adjust it
i am scared of standing still
so i never get anything done
if i think too much about it i get very down because i don't know how to steady pulse. too busy rushing around to get to the end
i am so anxious
if i am to commit to this life, i probably should start trying
everytime i try to sit down and write something, i don't.
or if i do, it is always rushed
i can't calm down, no.